What went wrong?

What went wrong?
Even when that hand was held so strong!

Like sand it slip away, palms trembled all the while. 

Gazing at the blue sky the love that was never in sight. 

Two bodies now on different sides of the aisle. 

What went wrong?

Even when that hand was held so strong!

The rock concrete beliefs all set aside. 

Breaking apart every single barrier that built my premise.

Love is sad belief, all of it a big lies. 

What went wrong?

Even when that hand was held so strong! 

Hollow shell lying on the shore naked. 

Cries as loud as whispers echoing till the last mile. 

Feels like pain today, the moments when we mated. 

What went wrong?

Even when that hand was held so strong!

Being that first love, the respect was more than my patience. 

Edge of the cliff, I did wait with a frown.

Entangled in the lust web, the end couldn't have been worse..

A New Beginning

Beginning of a new age.
Yet stuck in holding back things at place.
Sitting on the top of the world.
All with hands and legs curled.

The silence and its need.
Engulfed within the entire breed.
At time puzzles me to its core.
Compelling me to think more.

And so this time will come and go.
Reminding me of that river flow.
Where nothing stops for good or bad.
And makes all happy souls too, sad.

Someone's Dedication

The night is still young.
Freshness is flying around.
As I sit in my room,
I envy those leaves, romancing with the raindrops.
The breeze comes to console me,
As it brings her breath with it.
It makes me feel her fragrance all around me.
I can feel her in my arms.

Holding her tight in my arms
I touch her soft lips,
As we both get wet in the rains.
I can feel making passionate love to her.
The breeze touches our souls.
The youthful night passes by,
As the two souls become one. 

The Year to Remember 2010

Yes, you are going to win again,
When you'll strike 12 tonight.
But before the race comes to an end,
I want to run back once to the starting point.
For each lap, each hurdle I conquered,
Shall remain unforgettable in one way or the other.

The journey to my home could never have become so memorable.
Had you all not been there besides me in that travel.

The walks I made with you both.
And speaking that language which I could never know.
Even then I could figure out the meaning somehow.
For you two were the ones I spent my 'life', till now.

The trip that made me know you two.
Even when you are away, our bonds hold true.

Another old couple I can't forget in the race.
For he now phones me only when she makes him fail.

This small little teacher I met.
Taught me how to "know my life best".

But yes, the smile I found on your face that day
Will give me a reason to salute life for all the coming years ahead.

And finally, back at home, reliving the olden days.
Couldn't have made a better year to remember
Than my last year of graduation.

So now you can elope and finish the last lap.
For I've won the heart of my man.

And so the world watched him...Passing by

"The world's just a view,

And indeed your thoughts were very few."



If the action was committed online, then even the reaction should be. So here I voice.

"Where is the humanity?" Humanity's you not broadcasting and sensitialising such eye openers to the general public. Humanity's you not making it a stage to debate on in public. 

First thing one does getting up in the morning and opening the newspaper is seeing such news. It might be gathering a lot of TRP and as greed makes man commit even murder, publicising it is not that unhumaitarian. Agree? 

A child's brain is not self-made. It is built from his senses which just percieve. What's good and what's not is also not self-conditioned. It's taught. If not parents then peers. If not peers then "the virtual world" (as it used to be called in the bygone times). But when the same virtual world tries to show things that have a connection to the real world in pessimistic ways then the theory of good and not good doesn't hold true. Is it the fault of the child, or the parent's nurturing or the peer pressure? Maybe something else.

A nine-year old jumped off the roof in an act to imitate his last movie watched "Krissh". Was it a suicide? No, it was an accident. And why? Because he had no mental pressures, and it was just a motivation he gained by watching his favourite character doing that on the screen. So who's at fault here? Just in the first go, all fingers are raised on the child's parents. They should have taught him. But think. What all can parents teach you when your reach supercedes theirs. Today even a nine-year old has greater knowledge about the latest in the glamour world, or to quote the latest in adult stuff. Parents keep thinking that its not the right time to tell their wards about the sexual maturity and all but they are ignorant of the fact that the child has other sources at hand, with far more information than them too. 

In such a case, the other sources need to be the guiding light of the child. They need to be more vigilant and strict when it comes to access of information. Today I could get this video easily on youtube without any authorisation that yes I'm capable enough to watch it. There's needed a strict set of guidelines for allowing such videos to go public. 

As for this particular case, what was going behind the guy's mind is beyond anyone's thinking tank and so one must not try too. But yes, one observation. He was very insecure and suffering from high inferiority complex for the fact that he was extremely active online which simply implies zero real world interaction and a very high scope of self-satisfaction which is the root cause of frequent mood swings. Online world is compact and content. And it's the easiest way to escape from the real world. One can't live in two worlds at a time so often one chooses the former one. But just some lines for the viewers who even motivated the guy to choose that path in the clip.

          

Happiness in "this world" is too temporary.

Your friends in here might be a thousand,

But the real emotions are surely not too many.

Jessica Diamond

ONE & ONLY
"The tears, they will not stop

My heart sinks and I feel it drop
It's like I'm not human anymore
Like the sand upon an ocean shore
I fade away without notice or care
Wondering how this life can be fair
My cheeks stained by the tears
That have been falling for years
The unhappiness I feel inside
I feel as though I have died
Forgotten by the world around me.

Mr. Wrong

"I was fine before you walked into my life Funny how now I only want to talk to you with a knife
You're my past and that's where you belong
Cause you, in fact, were Mr. Wrong
You tried to make me happy but you didn't
All I did was keep my misery hidden
I tried to please you
But you walked on me, like a mat with a shoe
I tried to change
But inside it felt strange
That's okay cause you're my past
And you're my last
I'm done with being sad
Done with being bad
I found somebody great
It must have been fate
He lives so close to me
I don't know how I couldn't see
That love was right around the bend
And all my honour he would defend
I loved you back then
Now I know what's real, amen
You were Mr. Wrong and now I have Mr. Right
His love is so bright
He is my everything, my all
And will never let me fall
I love him so
And I'll never ever let him go."

                       -Jessica Diamond