The Year to Remember 2010

Yes, you are going to win again,
When you'll strike 12 tonight.
But before the race comes to an end,
I want to run back once to the starting point.
For each lap, each hurdle I conquered,
Shall remain unforgettable in one way or the other.

The journey to my home could never have become so memorable.
Had you all not been there besides me in that travel.

The walks I made with you both.
And speaking that language which I could never know.
Even then I could figure out the meaning somehow.
For you two were the ones I spent my 'life', till now.

The trip that made me know you two.
Even when you are away, our bonds hold true.

Another old couple I can't forget in the race.
For he now phones me only when she makes him fail.

This small little teacher I met.
Taught me how to "know my life best".

But yes, the smile I found on your face that day
Will give me a reason to salute life for all the coming years ahead.

And finally, back at home, reliving the olden days.
Couldn't have made a better year to remember
Than my last year of graduation.

So now you can elope and finish the last lap.
For I've won the heart of my man.

And so the world watched him...Passing by

"The world's just a view,

And indeed your thoughts were very few."



If the action was committed online, then even the reaction should be. So here I voice.

"Where is the humanity?" Humanity's you not broadcasting and sensitialising such eye openers to the general public. Humanity's you not making it a stage to debate on in public. 

First thing one does getting up in the morning and opening the newspaper is seeing such news. It might be gathering a lot of TRP and as greed makes man commit even murder, publicising it is not that unhumaitarian. Agree? 

A child's brain is not self-made. It is built from his senses which just percieve. What's good and what's not is also not self-conditioned. It's taught. If not parents then peers. If not peers then "the virtual world" (as it used to be called in the bygone times). But when the same virtual world tries to show things that have a connection to the real world in pessimistic ways then the theory of good and not good doesn't hold true. Is it the fault of the child, or the parent's nurturing or the peer pressure? Maybe something else.

A nine-year old jumped off the roof in an act to imitate his last movie watched "Krissh". Was it a suicide? No, it was an accident. And why? Because he had no mental pressures, and it was just a motivation he gained by watching his favourite character doing that on the screen. So who's at fault here? Just in the first go, all fingers are raised on the child's parents. They should have taught him. But think. What all can parents teach you when your reach supercedes theirs. Today even a nine-year old has greater knowledge about the latest in the glamour world, or to quote the latest in adult stuff. Parents keep thinking that its not the right time to tell their wards about the sexual maturity and all but they are ignorant of the fact that the child has other sources at hand, with far more information than them too. 

In such a case, the other sources need to be the guiding light of the child. They need to be more vigilant and strict when it comes to access of information. Today I could get this video easily on youtube without any authorisation that yes I'm capable enough to watch it. There's needed a strict set of guidelines for allowing such videos to go public. 

As for this particular case, what was going behind the guy's mind is beyond anyone's thinking tank and so one must not try too. But yes, one observation. He was very insecure and suffering from high inferiority complex for the fact that he was extremely active online which simply implies zero real world interaction and a very high scope of self-satisfaction which is the root cause of frequent mood swings. Online world is compact and content. And it's the easiest way to escape from the real world. One can't live in two worlds at a time so often one chooses the former one. But just some lines for the viewers who even motivated the guy to choose that path in the clip.

          

Happiness in "this world" is too temporary.

Your friends in here might be a thousand,

But the real emotions are surely not too many.

Jessica Diamond

ONE & ONLY
"The tears, they will not stop

My heart sinks and I feel it drop
It's like I'm not human anymore
Like the sand upon an ocean shore
I fade away without notice or care
Wondering how this life can be fair
My cheeks stained by the tears
That have been falling for years
The unhappiness I feel inside
I feel as though I have died
Forgotten by the world around me.

Mr. Wrong

"I was fine before you walked into my life Funny how now I only want to talk to you with a knife
You're my past and that's where you belong
Cause you, in fact, were Mr. Wrong
You tried to make me happy but you didn't
All I did was keep my misery hidden
I tried to please you
But you walked on me, like a mat with a shoe
I tried to change
But inside it felt strange
That's okay cause you're my past
And you're my last
I'm done with being sad
Done with being bad
I found somebody great
It must have been fate
He lives so close to me
I don't know how I couldn't see
That love was right around the bend
And all my honour he would defend
I loved you back then
Now I know what's real, amen
You were Mr. Wrong and now I have Mr. Right
His love is so bright
He is my everything, my all
And will never let me fall
I love him so
And I'll never ever let him go."

                       -Jessica Diamond

Shane Diamond

JUST DON'T LISTEN
"So I'm tired of trying to help people like that.
I'm tired of tossing in my own hat.

So if you choose not to listen then I choose not to suggest.
Since no matter what I won't get the anger off my chest.


WHY?
Why is it that I'm always stressing out as of late.
Why is it that stupid people make me so irrate.


ALONE
Sometimes I feel so alone in my mind.
Like I'm a star that never got my chance to shine.

Just feeling alone as I sit alone.
In a house so quiet.
My emotions always having a riot.


FRUSTRATED WITH LIFE
Why does my life have to be this way.
Why is it that everything bad always comes this way.
When my last coin of life gets used up.
Will I be the same man I am now or will I be bruised up."

Jason Sturner

A HOLIDAY FOR THE HEART
"There's a book of poetry
blown open by the wind—
a million words the poets have said,
always a favorite: Roses are red…"

I LOVE YOU
"Not a theory
quite simply a fact—
I love you,
and that's that."

FRESH MORNING
"Hold me close as the sun plays with shadows
when the curtains of our room blow wide
as our hearts beat ever so quietly to the pulse of day
and seagulls scavenge across the falling tide.

Know me when the day is newly born, my love
when the spirit within this aging body is content
as I steal gentle kisses from your soft lips
and inhale the subtle fragrance of this moment."

THESE THINGS
"I have wished to be
the warm, child-long summer
that stirs your playful curiosity;
and dreams across the long winter.

For a time I doubted
I could be any of these things,
or the myriad others
that fill my head each day.

With love, all possibility follows;
it follows me, it follows you.
And all these things wished for
are already true."

LOVE AND WORDS
"I became a romantic, for all intents and purposes,
and bowed as a knight to his maiden in waiting.
I was taken. I was subdued and held prisoner—
I was willing."

Missing you

There’s never been a moment
When I could stop thinking of
The way you changed me
Piercing my heart from the middle
Till the toe.

Smiles and laughter are my only solace.
To let my tears come out.
Even in times of joy,
Thinking of you beside,
And just the next moment,
It’s just the long wait again.

The most romantic date

Laughter, joy, tears and cries.
You made it possible with your innocent eyes.
Talks, walks, emotions and fights.
You left nothing untouched on that rooftop tonight.
Location, ambience, food and drink.
You made it my best date ever to be.
Love, care, romancing high.
You are the one to be at all times..

Untamed Love

You're the love of my life,
Or the scar of the sharpest knife.
A dangerous touch to a mended heart,
Fallen and shattered with that prickly dart.

Melting like the broken ice,
In shadows of the last slice.
Taming to face it again,
The love that far began.

Token of friendship

Acceptance-Rejection is part of this GAME…

As when the parting time comes…

One just remembers of the partying nights.

And the rest just falls, discarded once and for all…

So no regrets, no grudges, no hard feelings..

Otherwise when the curtains fall down tonight,

I’ll would wait for tomorrow, for them to unveil another surprise.

Eager to find out what happened, till the end…….

Which……….

…………just made me express today…

HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY to you too…….!!!!!!!!!!

The last drop

Entangled circles crossing and complementing each other.
Bigger drops holding themselves beneath the green leaves.
Still the scope for a heavenly breath holds fast.
As the thirsty crow struggles to last.

Something I couldn't say

I hope it would have been your inception dream.
But alas its the reality of a human being.
I hope my words could be crystal clear.
To make you understand how much,
I love you dear.

Stars in the sky

I went till the edge trembling all the while.
Struggling hard to jump off the mask.
I find the goal holding me tight.
Playing with emotions, the game began only last night.
And so I just realised.
That growing up without you will remain,
The biggest regret of my life.

Tiny tots

Sobbing in the bright daylight.
No tears, no laughter in sight.
It's best you left so early.
I saved myself from falling
In love again this time..

I Love You

A thousand words could never express the amount of love I have for you.

The ocean could never hold the tears that I have cried, because I need you.

The sky could never hold all of the stars that I have made a wish upon,

Wishing you were here with me.

You are my heartbeat… my soul mate… my life.

I hope you understand the true meaning and greatness of these three simple words…

I love you.

Beauty of 4

And just before the breaking dawn.

Chirping of birds between the long yawns.

The smell of the wet soil breathing afresh.

But alas, I need to wake up to refresh!!

Nights speak on their own

Stars and the moon can still stand the pain.

Shining so bright even in the lonely sky.

But my love’s not that long chain.

Put to test every night, I stand by.

Dogs barking, soon birds would be chirping.

Nature’s too calling out loud.

Just don’t let this silence rule.

When even the growing distances.

Are too long to cross.

Sleepless nights

Still bound by the dark.
Amidst this empty clear sky.
I gaze at the screen with every blink.
To read my love message's reply.

This night is being tough.
Like all ones which have passed by.
The wait's too irresistible each moment.
And so is my growing temperament.

I can't stand these distances anymore.
I failed in this test of love's patience.
Want to be besides you.
However selfish it might sound.

If my love's not selfless and patient.
Then its just not love at all.
I want you forever.
And that's just what I want.

Friendship v/s Love

Love is like a water.
And life needs a flow.

Love has many forms
Love has many names
Relations of the blood,
Hearts & friends

But when it comes to a boy & Girl,
Love and friendship are two different worlds..
Friendship can never be the enemy of love,
But love can be an enemy of friendship..
Love is intense..
Friendship is patience..
Love is “holding on”
Friendship is “letting go”

Love is bound by dreams & expectations..
Friendship is freedom,caring without expectations.
Love gives a meaning to life.
Love makes two souls unite.
Friendship requires efforts..
It doesn’t happen at first sight.

Friendship is so very the essence of life.
And love,the relation that gives a purpose to life.

Time to romance

Love's perfect...
Love's divine..
Love galores..
Through all times..

Love's the season..
Love's the wine..
Love gallops..
Through miles and miles.....

Tragedies and romance on the same time

It might have not been way I desired..
But it certainly brought you to me.
It couldn't 've been some other night.
But this love's never going to die in me.
Slowly and steadily only but you finally,
Brought out the best in me.

I still will never forget the rains.
That cried out my tears of my loss.
I lost to you the I one I never could.
And here it goes, away from me.
This one's for you My Heart.
"May this night never set by.
And I keep you by my side.
Dreaming the world of our own.
Holding me in your arms.
I fall in you and you..
Be the one to break me apart."

Mood swing

Raining in the night.
Now sunshine,so bright.
Thundering like the falling sky.
Revenging with every drop falling by.
Changing season symbolizes happiness and joy.
Nevertheless these tears shall also not dry.
All the efforts and cravings will pass by.
And what will be left behind.
Are just the loving hearts and divine minds.

All over you

Vision fades with every passing minute.
And so does the moments spent together.
Memories deepen with growing distances.
And so does the feelings for the missing one.
However bitter the moments might have been.
But my love all throughout was always pure.
I know it had started on an ending note.
Yet I imagined both of us for ages from now.
With advancing time as it grew intense.
The end became a nightmare to imagine.
And now its all got so vague.
That even a whisper of yours.
Doesn't really matter..

Growing up

It's not the success,
But the arrogance,
Which bothers everybody..
It's not the mistake,
But the owing up
Which is the real hurry ..

It's not the care,
But the misunderstanding,
Which hurts everybody..
It's not the love,
But the betrayal,
Which is a real worry..

It's not the death,
But the fear of losing.
Which haunts everybody..
It's not the happiness
But the sorrow,
Which defines the human body..


It's not the time,
But the destiny,
Which tests everybody.
It's not the life,
But the greed to survive,
Which is a self bury..

Father's Day

"When I get older I'll be stronger.."
And so all the years that passed by.
Flying less, still striving back..
With the aging hands tightening their grip.
Walking over the hurdles, spinning around the beaches.
 And he just woke up from another dream...

When nothing's going your way!!!!

Outward, showy, extrovert...

Some adjectives to define everyone.

Surely contradicting when you hear.

But the insight is unavoidable to bear..

Pessimism is part of you, even mine too....

Hardly it escapes, even if we both try.

Believe in yourself, others 'll believe you..

Tough times 'll vanish off, scratching your shoe.

Even when you are sitting alone with your thoughts..

Your last resort would still be far to fetch on these grounds.

Facing your pain right in front of you every moment.

Is not easy to swallow in, strangulates you within....

But the dilemma shall always remain...

Life can't come to a stand-still..

Love can't cease to grow up without..

So live life up the edge..

Dream with eyes open..

Imagine the world "out of box" way..

And see the change you want around.....

Puppy Love

That's what its been..
Infatuation to that extreme.
And to call it Love is a mere shame.
It never made me hurt in any way.


I just realized how tough it's to face the one.
You just cannot think of getting separated ever.
It's that deep sea you fall into just once..
And aren't like that greedy fish waiting for next one.


It's the most divine and pure form of expression on earth.
When right from longing for a stranger,
to the sweet talks at dinner
Seem to fascinate more than anything ever.


That's the word love carries with it.
And rest all what happens,
is nothing more than what someone's aptly called
The Puppy Love!!!

Unbroken silences

Sorry I could not keep up the bonding today.

Sorry I could not be a friend in every way.

Sorry I could not wipe off the tears.

Sorry I could not fill the empty spaces of someone so dear.

I shall hope for the day when a smile brightens her face.

I shall hope for the night when a twinkle adores her eyes.

I shall hope for the dusk to dusk off soon.

I shall hope for the dawn to bring a new hope.

A birthday wish

The days were just a chain of moments
‘ll never forget when you made them so.
Didn’t realise the pains,
When you were there.

Someone whom one can rely on,
Even when the entire world is on the other side.
How could one’s understanding of life not change for the better,
When you were there.

Out there to fight all odds.
Teaching how to stand for one’s own respect.
For whose physique could speak more than expressions.
What could ever be a fear,
When you were there.

Laying the foundations of love,
Each time you fell and rose above.
Never felt the need of a shoulder again,
When you were there.

And so this one goes for the smiles,
You have brought to the faces you ever saw.
For the laughs, cries, and joys,
When you were there.

May the sun rising today just brighten your day.
And the stars adore your night in every single way.
May you rise above your goals in the sky.

For one just cannot wish anything less than everything.

When you are there… 

Valentine's note

As I wait for this night to pass too

Like the ones that pass sleepless daily.

Time has surpassed my thoughts now.

Still stranded in the same moment captivated…

“Love happens only once.”

And my bit was the one you stole away..

However strange you act when I’m around,

I cannot forget those magical words you said so often.

Thirty springs have gone by,

falling in love with the wrong guy.

A thousand more years will go by,

But the stupid girl will never learn not to cry….

And now indeed I don’t feel up to love these days.

For it seems there’s some work to be done.

Love doesn’t string me like a necklace anymore these days,

as the long string of pain does.

Feel something today

For those who feel just
Today's the day to celebrate.
Let your emotions be ceased for a while.
Love's not a feeling to be shown like this.
For it's the most divine thought in heaven.

For those who feel
Today's just another day to please your love.
The meaning of love is not clear.
It's the purest and most honest way to understand
The bonding shared between the two.

For those who feel
Today's just another day of exaggeration
Love holds no boundaries.
Spread your arms out and you shall know
The depth of Love is not that shallow.

For those who believe in freedom,
Fall in love today and realize
The most serene acts happen
In those 'one nights'.

No matter, if He doesn't know

"Does he know
that even now I remember him,
want him?
That even now
I warm my body at midnight
in fire of his memories?

If he doesn't know,
what does it matter?
This is my happiness
that I love him
Whether he loves me or not."

                                - Taslima Nasreen