Time and then!!!!!!

Now that everything's gone deep beneath the mud...

I'm still not able to reconcile to my real world...

The tears that I had been shedding for so long.

Have yet to let me get over that feeling I fell for.

The smiles I wear often now and then.

Also fail to hide the fears in my mind.

And here and there I fall apart,
Unable to revive back to life...

Crossing my way are the same moments.
I spent with you in the dark forests...
You made my life seem complete within.
When you fell in my arms that night in hay.

It hurts when you dump and just crumple over.
For you were the one I trusted more than me.
And just the next moment when I opened my eyes,
My life was no more under my reach....In tits and bits...

Do I know you??

I made a promise yesterday…

Memorizing that I won’t forget it today…..

And then waking up tomorrow,

To ask if I know you dear??????

Rewinding those times won’t help….

When both of us know that it had to end…..

You might still believe in stars and the moon,

But my sky would collapse away here…….

I failed to understand myself either…..

And you pretended to know the world there….

I was the little creature in grass,

You just adored and stepped on…….

The horizon is fading here……

And the moments I lived standing by….

I won’t ever remember to forget you,

When I would be recovering through!!!!!

Time to say GOOD MORNING.......

The world is a view…..
But when my thoughts become very few….
Is when the time I need to rise up and say,
Yes I can fight back again….
A little this way,a little that way…
Makes life tumble and cruise through…
And that is when I feel,
Is it all going the way it should???


I try closing the chapters of those memories…..
Hard to cut across, hard to break.
It engulfs me with a feel…
Which even my soul can never heal….
Trust is the only thing I was left with….
But it passed away with this night…
And now I’m searching for,
That morning in the Woods again with no one beside….

When was I part of your race?????

Was it the struggle which I failed to be in????
Or the greed hill, I never bothered to look up at??
Climbing and stumbling are part of the journey.....
When did I ever think of starting on!!!!

"Better late than never" is just a motivation,
For the one who made a start once.....
I, on the other side of the hill.....
Kept waiting for someone to come...

I kept standing against the pole in the dark.
My shadow was too dim to chase your past...
So I thought to rather stop and relax.
For you were nowhere to be seen near and fast...
My bidding words might be hard to hear,
But now when I'm gone there'll be noone to share and part.
Here I leave you with that world, lonely and cloud..
Waiting for you with arms spread out.
With a wish to see you with the same glow,
Whenever we meet, never be low.....

That was the time....

I never felt so ….

So easy the way you told…

I never thought it to be hard,

To live without that heart….

Me pouring my emotions out…..

Wondering your shouts and cries loud….

You touching me deep and inside

Still reminds me of that sight…

Even though it started with

Boundaries at every stage…..

It shall never seem to be

So intense and yet flying away……

You might try to ward off

From those moments I never forgot….

But those spaces shall be hard….

For me to fill back again……

My life won’t be the same,

Because you might deny…..

But that was the time

I gave up all without agony……

'll the search ever end?????

Rarely I find you around me...
Often i get lost, whenever you don't see......
I try to find solace in those spaces,
You left blank behind, it's hard to leave....

The thirst in me would never die...
And you won't let me deserve my share...
For we both know if we part,
I'll die of hunger,
And you would happily.......
make a new start..

All I wish to suggest you is
The quest for a better one....
would never end,
You could travel a mile,
And if ever you turn back...
You'll always find that smile.....

Things never go perfect with anyone......
Cribbing and criticising's not the way to move on,
It might make you feel better for then.....
But would imprint on my heart,
That your search's futile, without me....