The Year to Remember 2010

Yes, you are going to win again,
When you'll strike 12 tonight.
But before the race comes to an end,
I want to run back once to the starting point.
For each lap, each hurdle I conquered,
Shall remain unforgettable in one way or the other.

The journey to my home could never have become so memorable.
Had you all not been there besides me in that travel.

The walks I made with you both.
And speaking that language which I could never know.
Even then I could figure out the meaning somehow.
For you two were the ones I spent my 'life', till now.

The trip that made me know you two.
Even when you are away, our bonds hold true.

Another old couple I can't forget in the race.
For he now phones me only when she makes him fail.

This small little teacher I met.
Taught me how to "know my life best".

But yes, the smile I found on your face that day
Will give me a reason to salute life for all the coming years ahead.

And finally, back at home, reliving the olden days.
Couldn't have made a better year to remember
Than my last year of graduation.

So now you can elope and finish the last lap.
For I've won the heart of my man.

And so the world watched him...Passing by

"The world's just a view,

And indeed your thoughts were very few."



If the action was committed online, then even the reaction should be. So here I voice.

"Where is the humanity?" Humanity's you not broadcasting and sensitialising such eye openers to the general public. Humanity's you not making it a stage to debate on in public. 

First thing one does getting up in the morning and opening the newspaper is seeing such news. It might be gathering a lot of TRP and as greed makes man commit even murder, publicising it is not that unhumaitarian. Agree? 

A child's brain is not self-made. It is built from his senses which just percieve. What's good and what's not is also not self-conditioned. It's taught. If not parents then peers. If not peers then "the virtual world" (as it used to be called in the bygone times). But when the same virtual world tries to show things that have a connection to the real world in pessimistic ways then the theory of good and not good doesn't hold true. Is it the fault of the child, or the parent's nurturing or the peer pressure? Maybe something else.

A nine-year old jumped off the roof in an act to imitate his last movie watched "Krissh". Was it a suicide? No, it was an accident. And why? Because he had no mental pressures, and it was just a motivation he gained by watching his favourite character doing that on the screen. So who's at fault here? Just in the first go, all fingers are raised on the child's parents. They should have taught him. But think. What all can parents teach you when your reach supercedes theirs. Today even a nine-year old has greater knowledge about the latest in the glamour world, or to quote the latest in adult stuff. Parents keep thinking that its not the right time to tell their wards about the sexual maturity and all but they are ignorant of the fact that the child has other sources at hand, with far more information than them too. 

In such a case, the other sources need to be the guiding light of the child. They need to be more vigilant and strict when it comes to access of information. Today I could get this video easily on youtube without any authorisation that yes I'm capable enough to watch it. There's needed a strict set of guidelines for allowing such videos to go public. 

As for this particular case, what was going behind the guy's mind is beyond anyone's thinking tank and so one must not try too. But yes, one observation. He was very insecure and suffering from high inferiority complex for the fact that he was extremely active online which simply implies zero real world interaction and a very high scope of self-satisfaction which is the root cause of frequent mood swings. Online world is compact and content. And it's the easiest way to escape from the real world. One can't live in two worlds at a time so often one chooses the former one. But just some lines for the viewers who even motivated the guy to choose that path in the clip.

          

Happiness in "this world" is too temporary.

Your friends in here might be a thousand,

But the real emotions are surely not too many.

Jessica Diamond

ONE & ONLY
"The tears, they will not stop

My heart sinks and I feel it drop
It's like I'm not human anymore
Like the sand upon an ocean shore
I fade away without notice or care
Wondering how this life can be fair
My cheeks stained by the tears
That have been falling for years
The unhappiness I feel inside
I feel as though I have died
Forgotten by the world around me.

Mr. Wrong

"I was fine before you walked into my life Funny how now I only want to talk to you with a knife
You're my past and that's where you belong
Cause you, in fact, were Mr. Wrong
You tried to make me happy but you didn't
All I did was keep my misery hidden
I tried to please you
But you walked on me, like a mat with a shoe
I tried to change
But inside it felt strange
That's okay cause you're my past
And you're my last
I'm done with being sad
Done with being bad
I found somebody great
It must have been fate
He lives so close to me
I don't know how I couldn't see
That love was right around the bend
And all my honour he would defend
I loved you back then
Now I know what's real, amen
You were Mr. Wrong and now I have Mr. Right
His love is so bright
He is my everything, my all
And will never let me fall
I love him so
And I'll never ever let him go."

                       -Jessica Diamond

Shane Diamond

JUST DON'T LISTEN
"So I'm tired of trying to help people like that.
I'm tired of tossing in my own hat.

So if you choose not to listen then I choose not to suggest.
Since no matter what I won't get the anger off my chest.


WHY?
Why is it that I'm always stressing out as of late.
Why is it that stupid people make me so irrate.


ALONE
Sometimes I feel so alone in my mind.
Like I'm a star that never got my chance to shine.

Just feeling alone as I sit alone.
In a house so quiet.
My emotions always having a riot.


FRUSTRATED WITH LIFE
Why does my life have to be this way.
Why is it that everything bad always comes this way.
When my last coin of life gets used up.
Will I be the same man I am now or will I be bruised up."

Jason Sturner

A HOLIDAY FOR THE HEART
"There's a book of poetry
blown open by the wind—
a million words the poets have said,
always a favorite: Roses are red…"

I LOVE YOU
"Not a theory
quite simply a fact—
I love you,
and that's that."

FRESH MORNING
"Hold me close as the sun plays with shadows
when the curtains of our room blow wide
as our hearts beat ever so quietly to the pulse of day
and seagulls scavenge across the falling tide.

Know me when the day is newly born, my love
when the spirit within this aging body is content
as I steal gentle kisses from your soft lips
and inhale the subtle fragrance of this moment."

THESE THINGS
"I have wished to be
the warm, child-long summer
that stirs your playful curiosity;
and dreams across the long winter.

For a time I doubted
I could be any of these things,
or the myriad others
that fill my head each day.

With love, all possibility follows;
it follows me, it follows you.
And all these things wished for
are already true."

LOVE AND WORDS
"I became a romantic, for all intents and purposes,
and bowed as a knight to his maiden in waiting.
I was taken. I was subdued and held prisoner—
I was willing."

Missing you

There’s never been a moment
When I could stop thinking of
The way you changed me
Piercing my heart from the middle
Till the toe.

Smiles and laughter are my only solace.
To let my tears come out.
Even in times of joy,
Thinking of you beside,
And just the next moment,
It’s just the long wait again.

The most romantic date

Laughter, joy, tears and cries.
You made it possible with your innocent eyes.
Talks, walks, emotions and fights.
You left nothing untouched on that rooftop tonight.
Location, ambience, food and drink.
You made it my best date ever to be.
Love, care, romancing high.
You are the one to be at all times..