Valentine's note

As I wait for this night to pass too

Like the ones that pass sleepless daily.

Time has surpassed my thoughts now.

Still stranded in the same moment captivated…

“Love happens only once.”

And my bit was the one you stole away..

However strange you act when I’m around,

I cannot forget those magical words you said so often.

Thirty springs have gone by,

falling in love with the wrong guy.

A thousand more years will go by,

But the stupid girl will never learn not to cry….

And now indeed I don’t feel up to love these days.

For it seems there’s some work to be done.

Love doesn’t string me like a necklace anymore these days,

as the long string of pain does.

Feel something today

For those who feel just
Today's the day to celebrate.
Let your emotions be ceased for a while.
Love's not a feeling to be shown like this.
For it's the most divine thought in heaven.

For those who feel
Today's just another day to please your love.
The meaning of love is not clear.
It's the purest and most honest way to understand
The bonding shared between the two.

For those who feel
Today's just another day of exaggeration
Love holds no boundaries.
Spread your arms out and you shall know
The depth of Love is not that shallow.

For those who believe in freedom,
Fall in love today and realize
The most serene acts happen
In those 'one nights'.

No matter, if He doesn't know

"Does he know
that even now I remember him,
want him?
That even now
I warm my body at midnight
in fire of his memories?

If he doesn't know,
what does it matter?
This is my happiness
that I love him
Whether he loves me or not."

                                - Taslima Nasreen

Time and then!!!!!!

Now that everything's gone deep beneath the mud...

I'm still not able to reconcile to my real world...

The tears that I had been shedding for so long.

Have yet to let me get over that feeling I fell for.

The smiles I wear often now and then.

Also fail to hide the fears in my mind.

And here and there I fall apart,
Unable to revive back to life...

Crossing my way are the same moments.
I spent with you in the dark forests...
You made my life seem complete within.
When you fell in my arms that night in hay.

It hurts when you dump and just crumple over.
For you were the one I trusted more than me.
And just the next moment when I opened my eyes,
My life was no more under my reach....In tits and bits...

Do I know you??

I made a promise yesterday…

Memorizing that I won’t forget it today…..

And then waking up tomorrow,

To ask if I know you dear??????

Rewinding those times won’t help….

When both of us know that it had to end…..

You might still believe in stars and the moon,

But my sky would collapse away here…….

I failed to understand myself either…..

And you pretended to know the world there….

I was the little creature in grass,

You just adored and stepped on…….

The horizon is fading here……

And the moments I lived standing by….

I won’t ever remember to forget you,

When I would be recovering through!!!!!

Time to say GOOD MORNING.......

The world is a view…..
But when my thoughts become very few….
Is when the time I need to rise up and say,
Yes I can fight back again….
A little this way,a little that way…
Makes life tumble and cruise through…
And that is when I feel,
Is it all going the way it should???


I try closing the chapters of those memories…..
Hard to cut across, hard to break.
It engulfs me with a feel…
Which even my soul can never heal….
Trust is the only thing I was left with….
But it passed away with this night…
And now I’m searching for,
That morning in the Woods again with no one beside….

When was I part of your race?????

Was it the struggle which I failed to be in????
Or the greed hill, I never bothered to look up at??
Climbing and stumbling are part of the journey.....
When did I ever think of starting on!!!!

"Better late than never" is just a motivation,
For the one who made a start once.....
I, on the other side of the hill.....
Kept waiting for someone to come...

I kept standing against the pole in the dark.
My shadow was too dim to chase your past...
So I thought to rather stop and relax.
For you were nowhere to be seen near and fast...
My bidding words might be hard to hear,
But now when I'm gone there'll be noone to share and part.
Here I leave you with that world, lonely and cloud..
Waiting for you with arms spread out.
With a wish to see you with the same glow,
Whenever we meet, never be low.....